I opened my eyes and I was in a white room. Alone. Wearing a white dress. Suddenly a blond girl comes in, wearing a white suit. She had a beautiful short haircut. She started to tell me that from that day on things would be different. There would be no more envy or greed.
I didn’t understand. When I realized, there were many other people around me. Everybody in white clothes, listening the girl’s words. She said she would leave me with another person, that would explain better.
I entered other room. This time, one of four walls was a glass. Behind the glass there was a mall. A huge one. My new hostess is a brunet, also in a short haircut and white suit. “See?” She asks.
On the other side of the glass I could recognize many faces. They couldn’t see me. I realized there were people I kwew. But only the ones that I classified as stupid and clueless. They appeared to me as children. Dressed in their best clothes. With ribbon and colorful skirts.
So I Said: “I don’t understand. The are all buying, having fun, showing up. The same way they did before. How come there is no more vanity?”
And she answered with her hands: “Calm down. You will understand.”
We left the room and entered a garden. The garden of a house that I lived in, as a child. There was in a little pedestal the statue of Christ, the redeemer. But not giant as the statue. A little bigger than me. I looked at him and tears come to my eyes. Suddenly the same Christ started to round and became slowly a beautiful black woman. Whit make up an in a gorgeous red dress. A cocktail dress. She comes down of the pedestal and says to my eyes: “You will understand.”
Tonight I dreamed that my family and I were climbing some rocks, next to a big beautiful desert beach and the driver had to hold a tiger, otherwise, it could scape, what, in fact, ended up happening. However, the tiger run to help a dog fighting against a wolf and vice verso. After the fight, I ride the tiger and I love it.
Boyfriend’s parents are in NY and we decide to meet at the 47-50 subway station. However, he decides to take the 1 train and doesn’t call me in three hours after that.
There’s also a place where we can what movies all covered with sand, because we’re somewhere in the Mediterranean, although it looks like a desert. It’s also really hot.
A girl goes to the bathroom and she comes back all covered in stool. We look for some place where she can clean herself, but it’s all forbidden, then we have to hide ourselves while looking for it.
It’s also the baby-shower of coworkerL and we’re deciding about who is going to be on the guest list.
Tonight I dreamed that my boyfriend is in my house, but in a shape of Ivex, and I tell him that, perhaps, he was the boy that I liked the most. We chat as good friends while Viex’s stairs is on fire. Then a boy from high school that I had never seen again and to whom I wasn’t even close appear in my bedroom, and so does Boyfriend’s mother, because she wants to show me some clothes.
After that, I’m at a Coldplay‘s concert at ShoppingBS. I warn that no drink is allowed inside so I empty my bottle outside. Than I ask a friend to choose which is the sexier bra.
Suddenly, I’m on a linear swimming pool with boyfriend and we’re skiing sited along with a red giant seaweed.
Tonight I dreamed that I started to yell at boyfriend, saying some terrible things. I called him an asshole and useless. and he didn’t react. After that, we went to play Bingo as nothing had happened.
Tonight I dreamed that I went skiing with boyfriend. However, the ski slops were in a shape of roller-coasters, they had loops, and the snow was just a tiny path above them. Also, the right way to ski wasn’t using the skies, but you should ski sited, as if you were in a child’s slide.
I went by myself, but the snow was already melting, so when I was going to do the loop, I felt, and I knew I was going to die, because it was very high, but it was OK, since it was a dream.
Tonight I dreamed that I was back to Rio for a few days and then I’m not sure about where am I. I know that I’m an assistant teacher at a school and I arrive two hours earlier because of the summer-time reschedule.
Then I receive a proposal from my old job with a flower bouquet and a speech about what a good employee I am and that they want me back.
When it’s time to go back to USA, I start to cry, but then I wake up inside the dream and realize that everything is fine in USA, and boyfriend i there.
Tonight I dreamed that I was at a Resort Hotel in front of a beach in a Brazilian city with no beach. I need to wax but the girl who was going to do that was an old coworkerMM, wearing all blue and instead of waxing, we discussed about the current work opportunities.
Feex also appears to talk a random conversation.
Tonight I dreamed that I’m at a Ski Station where many things happen at the same time. There’s a lake around the hotel. Boyfriend decided to hang out at night and he called my sister fourteen times, but he didn’t call me once.
During the day, we decided to play volleyball. Then Ivex appear making fun of the portuguese mistakes that people commit and showing them at a brick wall. Raex also appears, but the only thing I tell him is about my iron string in my teeth.
We go ski wearing swimming clothes at the snow in the dark.
Tonight I dreamed that I was at a hotel all inclusive at the mountains with boyfriend at Valentine’s day, but I ended up at a two-floors trailer with friend1 and friend2, and I call friend1 Monique, although it’s not her real name. And I speak with them in portuguese, although they’re american.
My father is Adam Sandler and he’s cheating my mother with another woman, and I keep wondering if I should tell or not my mother.
Tonight I dreamed that we could decide if friend1 would have to sleep with a very strong man by pressing some buttons at a very big machine, but first, they had to make a runaway. Since she didn’t want to sleep with him, we voted no.
Tonight I dreamed that I’m at a kind of fairground/ spaceship/ grandma’s house with people from my old job. This dream happens in the future. Some equipments responsible for the gas/water of the station are not working well. So, I landed the spaceship to fix these problems and, in the next day, when we try to pilot it again, some explosions start, along with a lot of fire and water. But I can scape safely.
In the second part of the dream, I’m the coworkerL’s bride’s maid and I help her to prepare some cups that are going to be gifts in her wedding. I offer myself also to make their photo album and I start to image how is it going to cost my own wedding. I remember that when I met her, a third person that I referred to as myself, was a kind of a porno actress and she was with a lollipop in a shape of a Penis. Meanwhile, I realize that I only have R$100,000.00 to my wedding’s party and that it may not be enough.
By the end, I go back home and I find out that there’s a uncle of cousin’s uncle’s funeral, who was also an actress. I really don’t want to go and my mother starts to complain with me. But soon after that, she says that it’s no big deal and she was sleeping.
Tonight I dreamed that I was on a race, at an opened convertible car with three other people and I start to change bulls with Roex, who is standing up, running after us. We go really crazy and fast, James Bond style, and once in a while I have to recharge my gun (which, by the way, is made of plastic).
By this time (after a lot of chasing), Roex is not him anymore, but Bradley Cooper, and I’m a man (Actually, I’m still me, a girl, but in a shape of a man).
After a couple of hours I get tired of this chasing thing and I propose Bradley Cooper that we continue with it later and I would let him have one of my partners to compensate him. However, he prefer to shoot me instead (it’s a deal). I don’t feel any kind of pain and I keep going to the second part of the dream, as nothing had happened.
Boyfriend and I are going to a fairground by subway when a little girl wants to start a conversation with him. She’s cute and blond. He doesn’t have patience to talk to her and she wants to change the train, but I don’t let her, since I’m afraid she might get lost.
BF’s sisters are also at the fairground and they are going to enroll a master degree in USA. One of them is going to Berkeley and the other, Stanford.
We go back to the Hotel Resort, where my family is and there I meet Vask and two more friends of his. They took me in theirs arms and make a big scene, but my family get amused!
Tonight I dreamed that my family and I moved to a house where there was an hippopotamus and another animal that could assume the shape they wanted at any time. I liked this very much, but my mother preferred to stay at the old house, where there were a couple of intellectual gay ghosts called “LI BASTARDOS”.
Then I have to go to a class about sexual orientation and the main theme is: Penis’ size. A guy that could have all the girls he wanted said that his size was exactly 11.8cm (little less than 5 inches). In the dream it’s considered big and it’s also the same size as Roex. Maex had 10.8cm and it’s all discussed very formally at school.
Finally, I’m on a swimming pool with a fountain inside. I go there, but I don’t want to get my hair wet.
Tonight i dreamed that one of my Interface Studio’s assignment was to describe USA, Canada, Europe and Philippines, and maybe also Alaska. But it should be a 1st persons narrative and I couldn’t finish in time. I remember that I was writing in a magazine’s page and my sister was with me.
